Thursday, January 17, 2008

Can someone analize a dream for me.

I had this really bizarre dream last night that woke me up at 3:00 and kept me awake all night. I'm not sure of it's meaning but maybe someone more into dream psychology can explain it to me.

I just had a glorious day. Feeling great and watching as the day was coming to an end. When all of a sudden a person who looked just like me appeared right next to me. Then this person started to devour me. I remember feeling extreme pain and then all of a sudden the pain stopped.

I had this taste in my mouth of flesh and bone and the final taste of me going down my through. This freaked me out as I could remember how much it hurt. However it was behind me.

The next I was again thinking was a great day had past but still remember the pain that I had experienced from the previous night I didn't even realize a person that looked like me showing up next to me again. Once again devouring me and causing me extreme pain.

Same as before somehow my consciousness was transfered into this identical looking person. Now I stored the pain of 2 nights being devoured in my memory. This pain was really horrifying to me.

The next day I would be prepared for it. Low and behold at around the same time a person that looked just like me showed up next to me. This time I decided to run as fast I could to try to get away. This empty shell of me gave chase like a robot. I couldn't escape it. It seemed the faster I ran the closer it would get to me.

It finally caught up to me and tackled me. Once again beginning to devour. This was the most excruciating time for some reason. It's as if before when I was more willing it was less painful. Once again I was absorbed into the shell.

The following day remember the pain from the previous days I said to myself that I will not go through that pain again.

At the same time the following day once again I found the hollow shell appear before me. I looked in it's eyes and thought there was no escaping it. I had decided that instead of allowing it to eat me I would eat myself. Taking pleasure in it I began to devour myself.

I had gotten through my whole hand when I woke up from the dream.

Any idea what this might mean or does it have any meaning at all?
I've been reading up a lot of Creationism and Evolution. I'm not going to say which side I'm or to say that I have taken a side. I believe what I believe and no internet literature or conversation is going to sway me away from my beliefs. I believe this is the same for most of the people on the internet.

Yet the fight continues. It's pretty crazy to see both sides break down. They break down because no one knows it all. Yet everyone believes they know everything. Every person may claim that they know it all but in the end it just isn't possible. Their is too much knowledge on both sides for any one person to know it all.

What makes me so interested about this subject is to see one side always trying to convince the other side that they are correct. To convince someone to go against their believes doesn't happen over night. Short of a major epiphany the side that you have chosen by the age of 25 is most likely going to be the side you take to your grave. I don't have any actual stats but reading what I have read it seems like no one really switch sides. I've read instances where people claim to have switched sides but that is not because they believe in the other side but rather they have lost faith in their own side.

I can go on and on about this debate but it's getting late and I'm getting tired. Another time I will continue throwing out my thoughts and maybe I can find someone who can make sense of them.